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O great being of invisible breath
garbage collector of the smooth way
take all I have to offer
my animal nose, my faulty eyes
my sad skin. Burnish it
so all is knee and knuckle.
Leave me my debris, my spiders
my rotting material.
Help me make it breathe
shine and sag in the dark.
O great god of vegetable nature
let me fur up like that aging yellow squash
in the mossy bottom
of the refrigerator drawer.
Becoming, always becoming.
One life dead to it, now food for worms.
Help me spread myself
here and there not knowing
or caring what will spring forth.
Help me decompose.
O great dark star
may I matter
please help me matter
in my own invisible
and gravelly way
dark dark dark
give me a mineral heart
small hard center
a cinder, a jewel
the slinging rock
that skips over the cool
breath of the lake.
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